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Me: Cinderella in The Last Mile video
Me : Warrior running down aisle to destroy The Honky Tonk Man

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LAglamrocker wrote: ↑Sun Dec 22, 2024 10:41 am Me: Cinderella in The Last Mile video
Me : Warrior running down aisle to destroy The Honky Tonk Man

U?

Me: Jon Pardi on a 6 date Christmas run
Me: Crow Sting watching from the rafters amd ready to come down and kick ass as needed.

old.

Like Kid Rock in the Only God Knows Why vidéo...only without the bitches, the money and the bitchin' straight haïr.

Feel Like Makin' Love.

like crap

Weak, tired and angry

Jason Jennifer Leigh wrote: ↑Mon Dec 23, 2024 3:04 pm Weak, tired and angry

Explains a lot.

I feel pretty good. I'm 48 and have been strung out since my early 20's. So considering that I actually feel pretty darn good. But a big reason for that is probably due to me not having had a job since Clinton's last year of office. So my back is still in good shape and that is crucial. A lot of people that actually made something of themselves and decided not to be a loser like me are darn near crippled due to having spent a solid 20+ years bending over and lifting heavy shit. Like people in construction and trades like that. Doing that kind of work takes a major toll on the body and my hat is off to those who do it day in and day out.

Last July I finally decided to at least take a break from the heroin/fentanyl and got on a methadone program which has been a godsend. It is so nice to not have that constant worry of figuring out how you are going to come up with money and once you do that then find somebody who has decent stuff while in the meantime you are feeling less and less well which soon becomes getting more and more sick. Just knowing that you aren't going to sleep again until you can find something. Waking up everyday is so depressing when you are caught up in that cycle. Especially if you are having a cool dream. You wake up and it's just like "goddamn it another day of this."

Living like that takes a huge mental toll on you after a while. I'm actually one of the fortunate ones. I've been blessed by having two of the greatest parents in the world. They obviously are disappointed in the path I chose, but I've always had a decent place to live and vehicle to drive. Many, many people don't have that. So when I get to feeling sorry for myself I think about how many other people are out there who are better people than I am who have had terrible things happen to them through no fault of their own and are really struggling. When I think about that I feel like a real prick for ever even thinking about pouting or feeling bad for myself.

Also, this place and you guys always cheer me up too. If I ever need to laugh I know that I can come here and without fail within a couple minutes one of you guys will have me at the very least chuckling and more often than not laughing my ass off. So I Thank You all for that and I thank the CEO for keeping the lights on. Sorry for such a long-winded response. I really admire how people here are able to speak their mind and get their point across in a few sentences whereas almost every single post I've made is minimum a couple of paragraphs. I need to work on that. For example in this thread instead of writing a book I could've accomplished the same thing by saying "I feel pretty good."

Anyways, Thank You All! I hope you all have a great Christmas & New Years!

^ who the hell is going read that autobiography of failed Jet City Woman life That 2nd paragraph is hilarious!
Then I quit

Glad my life is Tained Angel video everyday . Blonde angel girl type always around
Beach walking in winter truly is fun with beach fire pit after
My life will never be Queensryche (thank God)

Feel great

Life, as always, continues to amaze.

A Raspberry Zinger

Pretty good for the most part in a managed expectations kind of way. Life still has its ups and downs but I had a lot more downs than ups before I turned 40. These days, I'm in a pretty good spot and at 52 have the perspective to enjoy the good parts while they're happening.